Thursday, February 03, 2005

Futility

She had it all. A perfectly decent middle-class existence, which nearly two-thirds of the population would envy.

A good husband who brought home a five-figure monthly salary, paid without fail the monthly installments for the second-hand Maruti 800 they had recently bought, bought a washing machine at a discount during the festival season, was taking out a loan from his PF for purchasing an apartment in a good area of the city, just like his colleagues.

A good son, who was obedient, was now in his 7th grade, worked hard at his books, went to the market with her to help her with the purchases, and was fearful of his father’s wrath.

Good parents, who had arranged the wedding in a grand manner, invited them over for every festival unfailingly, plied them with good food whenever they visited, and showed utmost deference to their most respectable son-in-law.

Good parents-in-law, who welcomed her into their house like their own daughter, didn’t object when they moved out to their own home, invited them over for every festival, plied them with good food, and showered their love upon their favourite son and grandson.

Good friends, who loved to call her up and chit-chat for hours, loved to go shopping to the discount sales for ‘slightly damaged’ sarees at throwaway prices, loved to bitch about their mothers-in-law and husbands, and loved to drop by for a cup of coffee and stay for lunch.

So, when they found her hanging from the ceiling fan of the bedroom, they were all puzzled. Why would she do such a thing?

They discussed amongst themselves at length and the decision was unanimous. What ingratitude towards such a good life!

10 Comments:

At 3:18 AM, Blogger Anonymous said...

Ano,

Nice one there :)
The part of it that got me was that it was believable. One needs to be shocked that such things happen, and yet with everything that we are become desensitized to these days, I end up passively accepting the story as a fact of life.
A good life can be suffocating i guess. A good life especially according to standards that other people have defined, and when you've never been brave enough to change them for yourself :(

Sorry for the ramble.
It got me thinking :)

Anaz :)

 
At 5:30 AM, Blogger thoughtraker said...

ho ho ho! didn't realize there was a discussion going on!
ananth - IBL, IW, and Anaz have more or less provided the answers.
just to add, the title itself provides the clue - she felt she led a futile existence where she didn't really "live", she didn't really connect to anyone in her immediate family, and she didn't really matter in any scheme of things. she succumbed to the inner battle because she didn't have the conviction to continue living a meaningless life, or the strength to change it. it's ironic that her death was futile as her life.
of course, the interpretations are left to the reader, and the clues are in what has been left out, rather than what has been included.

 
At 7:50 AM, Blogger DilettanteMoi said...

A really short story.. but a really good and thought-provoking one.. I wish I wasnt in a hurry to finish reading it and then going on to the comments.. i would have loved to think about all that the others thought -by myself..

like you said ano, some people just dont have the strength to change it.. cos i think most of the times life is what you make out of it.. not just what happens to you..

 
At 1:54 PM, Blogger void said...

terrific story, ano. short and sweet! To be honest, I'd tend to side with the onlookers saying "What ingratitude towards such a good life!". Some people just dont know the value of life.

 
At 2:11 PM, Blogger Danny said...

What matters the most is not what you have but what you want, if you have something long enough you forget that it was ever not there, people who are lucky are not the people who have it all, or even most of it... the lucky ones are the ones who can be happy without it... with just enough to survive....

 
At 2:11 AM, Blogger Doh said...

Phew Yet another1 !
this was amazing !!
This like totally reminded me of Anton chekhov
wonderful !

 
At 10:56 AM, Blogger thoughtraker said...

thank u all for your comments and discussions. it's been most encouraging and insightful!

 
At 6:12 PM, Blogger Reshmi said...

nicely put ano.

Why is it so hard for human beings to be happy with what they have?
Also this piece brings out concern for self-worth in women [especially indian women]

 
At 6:04 AM, Blogger buckwaasur said...

data insufficient to draw any conclusive conclusions, ur honor...:-)))

great story there ano...packed quite some punch...

 
At 11:44 PM, Blogger thoughtraker said...

reshmi - that was a thought-provoking comment!
awright buck - case adjourned just fer ya :D

 

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